Swine flu or no swine flu, we managed to have Halloween here at the BagMomma house after all.
It’s been a long week, and I am not lying when I tell you I had almost forgotten I had my FET last Tuesday. David being sick was all the diversion I needed.
Thankfully, the boy started feeling better at the end of the week, and was awake enough to put on his Halloween costume and venture out for a little while with Daddy while I stayed behind to give out candy.
He even stayed in costume when it got dark, and attempted to scare trick-or-treaters by standing still as a statue under the maple tree.
Now that the weekend is over, I guess I can start wondering if the lone embryo made it.
My first guess is a no, and I judge that only from extensive experience in the 2ww. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. I know my body quite well (even though I’ve grown to hate it). There’s no way I am pregnant.
Beta is on Friday, but I intend to test very soon just so I can get it over with.
Yep, I just took the “Happy” out of Halloween. Sorry about that.
This weekend, we went to a Halloween party hosted by my neighbor, who is the ultimate party hostess. Her house, decorated inside and out is a Halloween showpiece. She spends weeks (yes, I said WEEKS) prepping for the holiday. I wish you could all see it, really I do.
So anyway, she has a ton of rare Halloween items, and one of them is a real fortune telling machine. Are any of you are familiar with Zoltar (from the movie “Big”)? Well, she has a tabletop version that is every bit as mystical and cool… meet Zultan.
Zultan was busy that night giving out fortunes. All you had to do was press a button, wait for the curtain to open, and listen. Most of the fortunes were sort of depressing. Aren’t these types of games supposed to be rigged to sway towards the positive?? Come on!
I mean, would you keep playing with the Magic 8 Ball if it only said, “better luck next time”, “the future is uncertain”, “get lost, you’re bad luck” (ok, I made that one up).
But I like to live on the edge. Was I going to let Zultan ruin my party mood? Hell no.
So I pressed the button.
He told me my hearts desire will be mine. My wish will come true.
Zultan, you may be the economy version of Zoltar, but thank you.
For keeping my hope alive.
I needed that.
Yesterday, we bought pumpkins to decorate and put on the front step.
David spent a considerable amount to time drawing a vampire, a skeleton, and a graveyard with markers on one pumpkin.
He proudly put it on the front step last night.
This morning, we woke to smashed pumpkins on our front lawn. Our ghosts in the tree were pulled down and destroyed.
Looking down the street, I see the vandals threw potted mums and destroyed other neighbors yards as well.
This makes me sad.
How do you explain such crap to a six year old?
Coming off of a stellar week, and when I say “stellar” I say that with the most sarcasm I can muster.
I’ve been sick since last Friday, with some sort of head cold/sinus infection. I can’t even describe the amount of pain I was in over the weekend. I can tell you that I seemed to have passed my cold to S., and David has been acting a little wonky, and wonky=sick is coming. This despite washing our hands until raw, and coating my house in a thin layer of Lysol and disinfectant.
Rule #1: You cannot STOP the germs.
On top of all of this, S. found out his job vanished last week. Poof! It’s a veritable Halloween nightmare. It’s almost comical, really- that partnered with the news I received recently that my own job is pretty much toast (the job will go by the holidays, along with my sanity) . So we know one job is gone for sure, we are just waiting for the pink slip. Possibly both.
I’m not going to lie. I am steps away from losing my mind. That being said, we are coping. I don’t know how, but we are. We have begun preparations for the hurricane of job loss. Around now, I would be starting a Christmas list. Not this year.
I’ve been diverting my attention with David activities. He has soccer 2x a week, and just started cub scouts (which he LOVES so far). Poor S. had to do both without me this past weekend. I was lounging in bed with a cold ice pack on my head and hyped up on caffeinated hot tea.
I should mention that a sinus infection + Lupron is a bad mix. So for my friends cycling, if you feel a sickness coming on RUN (don’t walk) to the doctor for antibiotics. Or suffer the worst headache you’ve EVER had.
I’m just sayin’…