It’s hard to take in a day like today being where I am in my life right now. This is the first time I’ve posted on this day as a woman that failed infertility treatment.
Past tense.
I am a face of recurrent pregnancy loss. I lost five opportunities to have more joy around our dinner table. Five dreams that will never come true. Each taking a little part of me with them.
Please keep those you love close to you today, and imagine your life if they weren’t here.
And hold them closer…
It's a heartwrenching day.
I don't think it's ever possible to forget the pain… but I'm not sure I want to, either. It's the only thing I have to remember those pregnancies by.