Well….

It didn’t work.

Thank you all for sticking with me through this. For now, I am taking a break from blogging to let it sink in.

Life is quite unfair. I should be used to this by now, but I have to tell you this cuts deeper than any failure I’ve had thus far. To be on the bad side of statistics again… I just can’t bear it.

42 thoughts on “Well….

  1. Life is unfair and sometimes though hard to accept that we have to learn. God sees the truth but waits. Hopefully yours will be in soonest time possible.

  2. Shit, fuck, dammit…this fucking sucks. I've been checking back every day to see what's happening and just felt like the rug had been pulled out from under me – I can't even imagine how you feel. Well, I know you're disgusted and sad and pissed off but the severity of those feelings must be off the charts. Just know that I love you, and I'm here for you…whenever. Emily

  3. Oh, shit Shelli – shit shit shit. I'll be holding you close in my heart for a while. I'd choke someone for you if I could. Oh, my God – how fucking unfair. Take some time, come back when you're ready. Hugs to you…

  4. Oh, shit Shelli – shit shit shit. I'll be holding you close in my heart for a while. I'd choke someone for you if I could. Oh, my God – how fucking unfair. Take some time, come back when you're ready. Hugs to you…

  5. I had the same reaction as Kim. The retrieval and transfer were perfect. Was it too much to ask that it would come to we had all hoped: a positive beta?When I read this earlier today via my reader and I couldn't click through to comment b/c I was at work, I was just knotted up for the rest of the day. I'm sorry, Shelli.

  6. I don't have anything new to add, just that I'm so sorry it didn't work this time. My fingers are crossed for the frosties. Take care of yourself in the meantime.

  7. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I am so so so sorry. This totally sucks and I hate it for you. Take all the time you need, but know that we are all beaming much love to you.xoxo

  8. Geez. I was so anxious to check to see the good news. I just feel sickened. I am so sorry. I didn't expect this at all. It just isn't fair. I will be thinking of you.–MM

  9. ShelliI know there is nothing that we can say at this time to make you feel better, but I did want to let you know how absolutely sorry I am to read this terrible news. Wow – I am so shocked. I did not expect this. Take all the time you need. We certainly understand. Life is indeed unfair. Being in the middle of all this right now – I do understand how you feel. Sending lots of love your way….

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