It didn’t work.
Thank you all for sticking with me through this. For now, I am taking a break from blogging to let it sink in.
Life is quite unfair. I should be used to this by now, but I have to tell you this cuts deeper than any failure I’ve had thus far. To be on the bad side of statistics again… I just can’t bear it.
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I'm just catching up on your blog and feel awful that you're going through this.
just saw your twitter update and realized I hadn't checked your site in awhile. I'm so so sorry. Good luck and hang in there. You are one tough cookie!!
I am so sorry Shelli (((HUGS))). You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sucks so bad. Please be gentle with yourself through this heart ache.
I keep checking in to see if you have posted and my heart breaks every time I see this post. You are in my thoughts…
I'm so sooo sorry, that indeed sucks. I'm thinking about you and will be here when you feel like returning.
Fvck. I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry Shelli…((HUGS))
Oh Shelli…I am so sorry.
I am so so sorry.
Life is unfair and sometimes though hard to accept that we have to learn. God sees the truth but waits. Hopefully yours will be in soonest time possible.
I'm finally back from vacation, and just caught up on your sweet and heartfelt posts.SO sorry the cycle didn't work. We're here for you when you're ready to come back.Thinking of you…
Oh, Shelli…I am so, so sorry.Take as much time as you need.((HUGS))
There are no words. Only ((hugs))
This sucks! Just plain sucks!
I'm so sorry. Keeping you wrapped up in thoughts.
I am so sorry to hear that. Life just sux sometimes! Thinking of u during this extremely difficult time.**hugs**
So sorry Shelli. Life just isn't fair. I hate that for you. Thinking of you at this crappy time.
Shit, fuck, dammit…this fucking sucks. I've been checking back every day to see what's happening and just felt like the rug had been pulled out from under me – I can't even imagine how you feel. Well, I know you're disgusted and sad and pissed off but the severity of those feelings must be off the charts. Just know that I love you, and I'm here for you…whenever. Emily
Oh, shit Shelli – shit shit shit. I'll be holding you close in my heart for a while. I'd choke someone for you if I could. Oh, my God – how fucking unfair. Take some time, come back when you're ready. Hugs to you…
Oh, shit Shelli – shit shit shit. I'll be holding you close in my heart for a while. I'd choke someone for you if I could. Oh, my God – how fucking unfair. Take some time, come back when you're ready. Hugs to you…
I had the same reaction as Kim. The retrieval and transfer were perfect. Was it too much to ask that it would come to we had all hoped: a positive beta?When I read this earlier today via my reader and I couldn't click through to comment b/c I was at work, I was just knotted up for the rest of the day. I'm sorry, Shelli.
No, no, no!!! Not fair, damnit, damnit, damnit! So sad for you. We'll all be here whenever you are ready to come back. Hugs.
I don't have anything new to add, just that I'm so sorry it didn't work this time. My fingers are crossed for the frosties. Take care of yourself in the meantime.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I am so so so sorry. This totally sucks and I hate it for you. Take all the time you need, but know that we are all beaming much love to you.xoxo
It sucks so bad. I know, b/c mine (we had the same xfer day) is negative too. I wish geat things for you and your family.
That just sucks! Wrapping virtual arms around you and praying for you!
Oh shit, I am so, so sorry. I have no other words. 😦
So Sorry Shelli. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
DAMMIT! I'm so sorry sweetie. Take all the time you need! Sending you lots of love!*HUGS*
Geez. I was so anxious to check to see the good news. I just feel sickened. I am so sorry. I didn't expect this at all. It just isn't fair. I will be thinking of you.–MM
Shelli… I am floored and so, so sorry to hear this. I wish you strength and courage as you navigate these days.
ShelliI know there is nothing that we can say at this time to make you feel better, but I did want to let you know how absolutely sorry I am to read this terrible news. Wow – I am so shocked. I did not expect this. Take all the time you need. We certainly understand. Life is indeed unfair. Being in the middle of all this right now – I do understand how you feel. Sending lots of love your way….
I am so sorry hon! You are in my thoughts! {HUGS}
Oh hell. That really sucks ass.
Stunned also. so sorry.
I am so very sorry. Stunned and sad.
Fuck. I am so sorry…
My god.I mean, I knew it was possible that it wouldn't work – I was just so sure that it would.I am so, so sorry. This fucking sucks.
I am so, so sorry…
Oh honey, I am so, so sorry. I so wanted this to work for you. Take all the time you need. We'll be here.
:o( Shelli I'm so sorry. Its just not fair. {{HUGS}}