And then there were none

None of my remaining 9 embryos made it to freeze. Not even one.

I am trying to remain optimistic… that there is at least one good one from the three that are inside me.

But honestly, I feel like I was just sucker-punched. I half expected it, it just hurts to know this cycle really will be my swan song.

Sigh.

18 thoughts on “And then there were none

  1. Shelli ~ So sorry that your remaining embies didn’t make it. I know how much of a blow it can be. I’m hoping that Faith, Hope or Charity are thriving!

  2. Oh…that sucks that they didn’t make it to freeze. How disappointing. I’m so sorry that you don’t have that “cushion” of knowing that you still have more. But let’s worry about that in 2 weeks, or nine months, or maybe (hopefully) never!! B/c right now, we need to concentrate on Hope, Faith, and Charity. They (and you) are in my thoughts and prayers!!

  3. Oooh, that is so disappointing. You can’t help but mourn them because they too were parts of you and they didn’t last. Of the six that we froze, only two made it out of the thaw and I was so sad for the other four. Weird, I know. But, you’re right – you have three beauties knocking around and hopefully the right number will snuggle in for a nice long rest.

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