It’s distressing to look at the state of my life.
From the outside in, I must look like a total hot mess. Not of Britney Spears proportion or anything, please. Despite some major setbacks, I still can appear that I have my shit together, even though I am one latte away from a major freakout.
Regarding my rant yesterday on the education issues…. I am a little calmer and have a plan D, E, and F in place. I e-mailed the Principal of said Catholic school, and fell on the sword. My Mom-in-law helped with the all-out assault, and she too contacted Ms. Principal. We found out that David is in the top three of the waiting list, and my willingness to throw down a $500 donation to the church would have helped (before decisions were made), but now is of little value.
Yeah, that freaks me out a bit. And more so when I happened to chat to the co-director of the school David is in now.. she mentioned that her nephew was just accepted to this same school. Her sister is not a parishioner. That pissed me off. Because it means that there really was no priority given to parishioners like me, and Ms. Principal chose students only on the basis of the “squeaky wheel” theory.
I was ready to mount my attack. But cooler heads prevailed, and I have resigned myself to the fact that if they don’t want us, they are missing one great opportunity and a great kid. Whatever will be will be.
In the meantime, I setup some appointments with two other private schools (tomorrow, and Saturday) for a grand tour. These two schools *may* have space available, but I need to check out the atmosphere, curriculum, teachers, and most importantly the price. Both have non-refundable registration fees, but they are less than $100 each, so if I like what I see I may just register and have it in my back pocket. After all of this, I am willing to gamble $200 for some peace of mind. Otherwise I’ll be a total mess until the end of the summer.
Also, for those of you who have e-mailed me on the info I was seeking on RPL testing, THANK YOU! Keep the notes coming! You guys have given me some great hints and ideas to check out. I am so grateful for this community.
Amongst all of this drama, hubby and I are also renewing our research into adoption. I’ve been poking around with a lot of my blogging buddies on that subject as well, so if you are in the process of adoption, I’d love to hear from you. We are still leaning towards Int’l adoption, but I’m not ruling out anything at the moment.
Lastly, a bit of more sad news….. I never have enough it seems. My Grandmother (my Dad’s Mom) is gravely ill and not expected to recover. She is in the hospital (has been for the last month or so). I have a sort of unusual relationship with my Dad’s parents over the years (I was never as close to them as I was with my Mom’s parents). A long story for another time……
however I do wish a peaceful ending to the situation for my Grandmother, and prayers to my Grandfather that he can be strong through this. But mostly, I am thinking about my Dad. He has shouldered much of the care (and drama) over the last few years, and I know how difficult a decision he has along with my Aunts and Uncles.
Sheesh, it’s only Tuesday and I feel like it should be the end of the week.
My goal for today is to take deep breaths and try to remain serene.
With everything going on, I’m still surviving.