fourth verse, same as the first

It’s over.

u/s was bad. No heartbeat. Baby stopped growing. D&E scheduled next week.

I am shattered. hopeless. I feel like my heart was ripped out of my body.

feeling like an idiot thinking this would ever work.

faith. gone.

9 thoughts on “fourth verse, same as the first

  1. Shelli, I’m sitting here dumbfounded. I can’t believe it – I really wanted this to work out!You are in my prayers.Lots of love and hugs!

  2. I withheld my “congrats” just in case. 😦 I was really, truly, hoping I would be able to say them.Something is just not right. Even if they say it is all OK. One fluke (like mine) – ok, it happens. But not this many times.Gosh darn it, now I’m getting angry.

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