Stuck in a Moment

I heard one of my favorite U2 songs in the car this morning, and it’s like one of those things where you hear the song and can’t get it out of your head. Sort of like a Wiggles song, that occasionally I can’t stop singing in my head all day long “Hot Potato, Hot Potato”. It just drains your brain of all intelligence.

This morning was a little different, because I started singing along and the thought struck me how it was so coincidential that this song mirrors my feelings today.

I’m not afraid
Of anything in this world
There’s nothing you can throw at me
That I haven’t already heard
I’m just trynna’ find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you. Ooh.
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
‘Cause tears are going nowhere baby
You are such a fool
To worry like you do.. Oh
I know it’s tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don’t really need now

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You’ve got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm ’til you discover how deep
I wasn’t jumping, for me it was a fall
It’s a long way down to nothing at all

And if the night runs over
And if the day won’t last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It’s just a moment
This time will pass

Bono, you are such the poet my man… you wrote that for me right?

I guess I should probably be feeling decent, but I have to tell you, I still feel like I am just stuck inbetween a wide range of emotions. Now that yesterday’s test is over, the attention now moves to Monday’s blood draw.

Monday feels soooooo far off, and I think that the verdict on this pregnancy will be evident by then, or clearer, I guess I should say. For this weekend, I am going to attempt to keep my mind and body occupied and be happy for the fact that for today at least, I am still very pregnant.

Thanks to all the well wishes friends… your support is immeasurable.

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